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Anna Fernandes

 

 

 

Glove

My stubby maroon glove spent a chill night
on the velvet ridge of Clent Hills
tangled in summer-dried grasses

and snapped seed heads,
pecked at sniffed at and tumbled
among crusty rabbit droppings.

Cuff sheltering tucked-in snails and slugs,
the sweaty polyester fingers grasping at stars,
it held its own sky burial in black air.

Dad went back for it the next day
alone and scolded –
retraced welly-boot steps, sliding

Mom at home vacuuming and never muddied –
must have really cared
about keeping things together

couldn’t bear the loneliness.
It came back triumphant and silvered
with webs and ooze

frosted with damp and moonlight
dark as a late plum –
a different glove.

 

 

Anna Fernandes lives near Bristol and writes about living and mothering through grief and chronic illness. She has recently had work published in Motherlore, The Woolf and Ink and Marrow and was shortlisted for the Laurie Lee Prize for Writing 2024.

Pascal Vine and – – – ajae – – – for our Invisible and Visible Disabilities Feature

Chronic fuck slug
Chronic floor sleeping
Chronic fist seething
Chronic food swallowing
Chronic feuding skin
Chronic foreseen surrender
Chronic failure synonym
Chronic sel(f)-inlictednes(s)
Chronic found inner-piece(s)
Chronic forcibly sending love (&) (kisse(s))
Chronic we (f)ucking mi(s)s you

– Pascal Vine

breaking through the battering lashings of exhaustion and overwhelm,
a quiet, passionate voice buds within you.
it exasperatingly sprouts and presses and pouts, saying:
“we’re forever dogged!
it’s forever dusk!
our soul’s been over-tillaged!
you’re becoming but a husk!
we need a rest
we need a break please!
our brittle bones are steeped in ache.”

– – – ajae – – –

Ellie Spirrett and Erin Coppin for our invisible and visible disabilities feature

This is the first time you have been out in three weeks.
Today sits like a joker between diamonds. Your punctured
skin sags over your bones, and you have dragged it
dangerously down the tarmac to mine this charity
shop for new parts.

– Ellie Spirrett

the riding of bikes
the rhythm of legs
the wind-driven tears
the wobbling turns
the handlebarred bags
the motion, the motion

-Erin Coppin

Jonathan Croose

The gravel drive seems longer now,
the knock feels like a split of skin
and out on the fen road, by now there are chalk marks,
diagrams and calculations, cones and contraflows,
plastic zips and silent spinning lights.
No more need for sirens there,
but here, here on the doorstep, every alarm must ring.

Gary Jude

The mandibles look like the tusks
of some gigantic bull elephant bagged
by hunters posing for a photograph
in pith helmets next to a tent
and a wind up phonograph.