Restless two-hundred-year-old village elder,
a ragged playground of words, or is it weeds –
fragments of chant to slaps of skipping rope.

I have never climbed a tree,
never broken a bone
and will never walk on water.

The house keeps score
in places no one checks any longer.

Night’s white noise is over. Day arises
to stillness. Light crouches behind windows

In the charity shop I try on a coat
flocked with fake shearling,
shaved-soft almost: fibres
fired onto plastic to fool the wrist.

You’re a character, a Roman numeral,
an internet meme. Descendant
from a peasant’s crook or cattle prod,
you’re the twelfth letter of the alphabet,

Being quiet and easily tired by being alive among people, I take
the cowardly route to community. I curate a digital garden of oddity.

At best my phone is a menagerie of queers: trinket makers, amateur
playwrights, witches, and, over and over again, my own personal monarchy.

Maybe after your bath—
you will sit for a moment,
the towel will hold you close
like a quiet prayer—

where I saw you praying through the angle of the door
Now hangs only in my mind I breathe on its glass wipe away fly specks