Double Take

 

It was my birthday.

In time-honoured wont

I took the bus to the Rubicon

for tea and cake with Uncle Pete,

Master of Treats and Ceremonies.

 

The Tea Room chinked and tinkled, snug

with radio hum and finger crooked

genteel folk – all right and proper.

In the lulling hum-drummed buzz

and the fullness of tea and time

the crazed mirror tranced and fogged

and a boy swam in its fathom.

 

 

The double take threw back a year

and Ziggy’s circus loomed.

In my cornered eye, a ring drilled bear

danced a hot iron dance

to the dark-heart beat of the rousted crowd,

in a lumbering circle of madness.

 

For the blink of a wakening eye

I bore his infinite ring of misery.

To the startled crack of the radio whip

the jolted Tea Room chinked again;

I stared dumbfound into the fathom

and met my father’s eyes –

 

The image held.

The double take gave back the Rubicon

and Uncle Pete, but the boy was lost forever

in the mirrors craze.

 

 

Stella Wulf lives in South West France and is currently studying towards an MA in Creative Writing with Lancaster University. Her work has been published by The Sentinel Literary Quarterly, Prolebooks, Message in a Bottle, Obsessed with Pipework and other online literary journals. Her work has also appeared in Lancaster University’s Flash Journal where her poem was recently selected as the editor’s choice. She is mad about words and their collective impact and aspires to order them into poetry.