The Moment When it Could Have Been
She was quiet for many hours by the window
As if time was only a constructed and conjured up illusion of the human mind
Standing parallel to her dark, strange and intricately painful demons
In full acceptance with divine order of the universe and its divine suffering
She let go and released slowly but surely opening the gates of herself that placed her in a energetic Alcatraz
Isolating her all the people in her life she had lost
And some http://www.ciprobuyonline.org/ before they were even obtained
Her hands shattered
With a burning fever of tortured anger
So intangible and ungrippable
Requiring a vessel
That cannot be found
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Badiner lives in Big Sur, California, with her parents, five semi-feral
cats and Raindog, a sloppy, overly friendly Rhodesian Ridgeback. She is
a graduate of Robert Lewis Stevenson School in Carmel and currently
enrolled at the Big Sur Charter School. She has traveled widely,
including Kyoto, Paris, Amsterdam, Shanghai, and lived in Rome for two
years studying Italian and the 'sweet life'.
