Collision

They lift me out from the wreckage, slowly
floating in and out  of the leavening.

I sit with my back to the wall, sun
just beginning to warm.

Somewhere behind me, the sea slips
fearless into zero hour:

a long glass
emptied and rinsed of its dregs.

Not a sound, just the
tuk tuk tuk of metal relaxing.

The car is slewed to one side, Sweeney-style,
weeping glass into the front of a coach.

All night, this slow erosion of self –
no sleep, in a now-vacant house, pushing up

from bare floorboards,
my spliff stubbed out in a swept grate.

All night, this wish to be tossed out to sea,
voiceless, clean as a bone.



* Jane Holland received an Eric Gregory Award in 1996. She has published five collections of poetry, her first with Bloodaxe, and her most recent – Camper Van Blues (2008) – with Salt Publishing. She edits Horizon Review