After Watching Dante’s Peak

 

My mother unpacked her bags in the bland guest cabin the

Orphanage maintained for guest visits. She still had her

Thespian’s sense of drama, wrinkling her nose at that

Harsh antiseptic scent hotels cover with

Evergreen air freshener. No STI’s here. A

Required lie. We went to see a film: Pierce Brosnan,

I recall, fought a volcano. We had ice-cream. I

Shivered in the doctor’s office, after, naked on that

Silver-tone table while a private gyno spread me with

That pre-warmed speculum. My social worker wanted no

Record from a doctor that she did not own. ‘You

Overweening bitch.’ My mother never flinched at a bug,

Never gave in when my father said he couldn’t hold with

Giving me permission to come home. She’d see about that.

 

 

Bethany W Pope is an award winning author of the LBA, and a finalist for the Faulkner-Wisdom Awards. She was a runner up for the Cinnamon Press Novel Competition. She received her PhD from Aberystwyth University’s Creative Writing program.  Her first poetry collection, A Radiance was published by Cultured Llama Press  and her second collection, Crown of Thorns, was published by Oneiros Books last year.