{"id":9172,"date":"2015-09-11T08:00:51","date_gmt":"2015-09-11T08:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=9172"},"modified":"2015-08-17T10:04:08","modified_gmt":"2015-08-17T10:04:08","slug":"clare-crossman-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/clare-crossman-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Clare Crossman"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Life Writing<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No one will ever know<\/p>\n<p>what happened to the green scarf<\/p>\n<p>you wore, the long winter skirts<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>given away in a different city<\/p>\n<p>for someone else to wear.<\/p>\n<p>At the Indian table others<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>will be drinking tea, no sense<\/p>\n<p>that you were there. If there<\/p>\n<p>is a ghost, I haven\u2019t seen one<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>except sometimes there is a likeness<\/p>\n<p>when someone tall and elegant walks<\/p>\n<p>towards me<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>or if I stand close to the chestnut tree<\/p>\n<p>where you are scattered, it seems<\/p>\n<p>you are mapped into the wind.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Diaries not in sequence and gaps of years,<\/p>\n<p>underneath the ink I can still hear you<\/p>\n<p>speak to me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u2018These things we kept for our records\u2019, they said.<\/p>\n<p>Certificates of competence in History and French,<\/p>\n<p>a family tree tracing a lost connection.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But I can no longer ask what happened<\/p>\n<p>in-between. Was it you who painted<\/p>\n<p>the primroses in the wood?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I close the box file, thinking how your handwriting<\/p>\n<p>changed as you grew older and in the kitchen<\/p>\n<p>I still have the old cup you drank your coffee from.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Clare Crossman<\/strong> lives outside Cambridge. In 2013 Shoestring Press published her second collection Vanishing Point She is currently writing a short monograph about the cumbrian artist Lorna Graves and working on another collection. She runs poetry readings and some writing workshops in association with Cambridge Arts Salon and the Romsey Festival.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Life Writing &nbsp; No one will ever know what happened to the green scarf you wore, the long winter skirts &nbsp; given away in a different city for someone else to wear. At the Indian table others &nbsp; will be drinking tea, no sense that you were there. If there is a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9172","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9172"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9174,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172\/revisions\/9174"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}