{"id":8418,"date":"2015-04-17T08:00:28","date_gmt":"2015-04-17T08:00:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=8418"},"modified":"2015-03-31T12:31:24","modified_gmt":"2015-03-31T12:31:24","slug":"scott-blackwell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/scott-blackwell\/","title":{"rendered":"Scott Blackwell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Love Hope And Mercy<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Those words<br \/>\nhave somehow disappeared<br \/>\nfrom my dictionary.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t know exactly<br \/>\nwhen it happened,<br \/>\nI remember noticing them<br \/>\nfading a bit<br \/>\nwhen searching for such things as<br \/>\nthe definition of luminaria<br \/>\nhorse opera<br \/>\nor meritocracy,<\/p>\n<p>their black<br \/>\nslowly morphing into gray,<br \/>\nthen eventually to<br \/>\nwhite,<br \/>\nan empty space<br \/>\nwhere I thought something<br \/>\nimportant<br \/>\nused to be,<br \/>\nlike a person, suddenly dead.<\/p>\n<p>I remember thinking<br \/>\nit could only be defective ink,<br \/>\nnot an Orwellian excision<br \/>\nauthorized by some invisible<br \/>\nMinistry of Truth,<br \/>\nvanished,<br \/>\na void<br \/>\nto be filled with whatever you<br \/>\nwould replace it with<br \/>\ninstead.<\/p>\n<p>And as, slowly, emphatically,<br \/>\nunequivocally,<br \/>\nthe shit is beaten out of us,<br \/>\nso is the love,<\/p>\n<p>while these days drag on and on<br \/>\nlike the cops dredging a lake<br \/>\nfor a body<br \/>\nthat is probably mine,<\/p>\n<p>and it\u2019s mid-December again,<br \/>\nmany of us stuck, as always,<br \/>\nbetween a Santa and a Jesus<br \/>\nplace\u2014<br \/>\nit was easier<br \/>\nwhen we were children,<br \/>\nthen we could believe in both,<\/p>\n<p>but that doesn\u2019t do us<br \/>\none damned bit of good<br \/>\nnow.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Scott Blackwell<\/strong> is a former resident of San Francisco and an MFA graduate of the San Francisco Art Institute. He is a Pushcart Prize nominee and has most recently had poetry published in <em>Negative Suck, Ascent Aspirations, The Stray Branch, The Interpreter\u2019s House, Main Street Rag, Floyd County Moonshine, Nerve Cowboy<\/em> and <em>Tribeca Poetry Review.<\/em><br \/>\nHe currently resides in Champaign, Illinois.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Love Hope And Mercy Those words have somehow disappeared from my dictionary. I don\u2019t know exactly when it happened, I remember noticing them fading a bit when searching for such things as the definition of luminaria horse opera or meritocracy, their black slowly morphing into gray, then eventually to white, an empty [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8418","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8418","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8418"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8418\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8420,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8418\/revisions\/8420"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8418"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8418"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8418"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}