{"id":8416,"date":"2015-04-16T08:00:57","date_gmt":"2015-04-16T08:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=8416"},"modified":"2015-03-31T12:26:21","modified_gmt":"2015-03-31T12:26:21","slug":"antonia-alexandra-klimenko","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/antonia-alexandra-klimenko\/","title":{"rendered":"Antonia Alexandra Klimenko"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Kaleidoscope<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Picture yourself on a boat on a river <\/em><br \/>\n<em>With tangerine trees and marmalade skies<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>A girl with kaleidoscope eyes<\/em><br \/>\n&#8211;John Lennon<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>For years, now\u00a0\u00a0 I have been preparing for the journey\u2013<br \/>\nheart sealed as tight as a drum<br \/>\neyelids pulled down like shades<\/p>\n<p>Sleep does not come easy<br \/>\nto an old child<br \/>\nwho cannot be tied to a bed<br \/>\nwhose mind even when weighted down by centuries<br \/>\nonly floats to the ceiling<br \/>\nlike a moon on helium without a string.<\/p>\n<p>I have tried tying knots in my thoughts\u2013-<br \/>\nclots in my blood even thicker<br \/>\nbut I rise\u00a0\u00a0 I rise<br \/>\nand float upward\u2026<\/p>\n<p>I am circling myself as I myself<br \/>\nam being encircled by the Unnamed<br \/>\nlike a halo\u00a0\u00a0 or a blessing.<br \/>\nI am light\u00a0\u00a0 a spectrum of light<br \/>\nfingers filtering through the branches of trees<br \/>\na shimmering screen suspended<br \/>\nin a universe of dilating skeyes\u2014<br \/>\nimpressionable pupils that take in everything<br \/>\nI am circling myself\u00a0 as I myself<br \/>\nam being encircled\u2014a face slowly turning<br \/>\nreflecting the green of the fields below&#8211;<br \/>\n<em>Consider the lilies<\/em>\u00a0\u00a0 it whispers<br \/>\nEyes closing and opening like windows<br \/>\nonto brght tulips\u00a0 Irises blooming\u00a0\u00a0 blossoming.<br \/>\nbulbs exploding like crocus into untold dimensions<\/p>\n<p>(Who knows<br \/>\nwhere I have been\u2013-<br \/>\nwhat I have seen<br \/>\nwhen I wasn\u2019t looking)<\/p>\n<p>I am the sea\u00a0 now\u00a0 with the sun sinking under me<br \/>\nand all my cells are singing<br \/>\nWave upon wave<br \/>\nI wash away like a dream or a watercolor<br \/>\nI pour myself into the river<br \/>\nI am the river\u00a0 turning and returning\u2013<br \/>\na cool delirium in a clear stream of consciousness\u2013<br \/>\nmy boat brimming over with glass fish<\/p>\n<p>I\u00a0\u00a0 Eternal Spring\u2026<br \/>\nam traveling light<br \/>\nam traveling blind\u2013-<br \/>\ntears beading on my cheeks like crystals<br \/>\nthen falling back into themselves<br \/>\ndissolving into their sequential<br \/>\nmagical magnetic moment<br \/>\nof synchronistic being<br \/>\nturning\u00a0 turning<br \/>\ninto the pattern of snowflake\u2013-<br \/>\na mere blink in the kaleidoscopic eye<\/p>\n<p>It is an old pattern with a new twist&#8211;<br \/>\nan ancient rite of passage.<\/p>\n<p>I am floating upward\u00a0 out of my body\u00a0\u00a0 drifting<br \/>\nto a place where everything has happened before<br \/>\nand is about to\u00a0 again\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 for the very first time<\/p>\n<p>Like postcards I send to myself\u2013-<br \/>\n<em>I wish I were here<\/em><br \/>\n<em> I wish I were here<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Antonia Alexandra Klimenko<\/strong> was first introduced on the BBC by the legendary Tamibmuttu of Poetry London. Her work has appeared in journals and anthologies including <em>Maintentant: Journal of Contemporary Dada Writing and Art<\/em>, archived at the Smithsonian Institute and N.Y\u2019s Museum of Modern Art.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Kaleidoscope Picture yourself on a boat on a river With tangerine trees and marmalade skies Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly, A girl with kaleidoscope eyes &#8211;John Lennon &nbsp; For years, now\u00a0\u00a0 I have been preparing for the journey\u2013 heart sealed as tight as a drum eyelids pulled down like shades [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8416","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8416"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8417,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8416\/revisions\/8417"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8416"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8416"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8416"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}