{"id":8203,"date":"2015-02-28T09:00:28","date_gmt":"2015-02-28T09:00:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=8203"},"modified":"2015-01-26T17:40:29","modified_gmt":"2015-01-26T17:40:29","slug":"marie-aline-romer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/marie-aline-romer\/","title":{"rendered":"Marie-Aline R\u00f6mer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Man-Eater<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>You taught me to be a meat-eater\u2014<br \/>\nto chew carefully with flesh-shredding-bones\u2014<\/p>\n<p>but I wanted to be a bird, I suppose.<br \/>\nSomething light and aloft, edible if I intended to be.<\/p>\n<p>Or smashed against a window, bone-thin, hard-boiled,<br \/>\nchewing dust and flour in an alleyway; you\u2019d rather I baked<\/p>\n<p>an egg on the sidewalk than eat something that would never be alive.<br \/>\nWhere is the soul in that, said a man with a dog, and ate his bone.<\/p>\n<p>You wanted to farm corn on the cob, but butter doesn\u2019t grow on trees,<br \/>\nand so you became a teacher. There was a stillness to your method:<\/p>\n<p>look, there\u2019s the stove, there\u2019s the fridge, and over here the cow.<br \/>\nI had a hatchet and your hand, neither one very hard, no diamonds,<\/p>\n<p>but how heavy steel can be in your back pocket I found out the hard way\u2014<br \/>\nrunning against a glass door with a cleaver in my pocket, forgotten there<\/p>\n<p>when I tried to swoop from the hill, spinning my arms in crop circles.<br \/>\nA promise in the pain: at dinner, we scratch at old wounds.<\/p>\n<p>You and I,\u00a0 we sure were a team of knives, sharpening each other<br \/>\nuntil you found a bone to pick with the meat. I\u2019d rather you didn\u2019t eat that,<\/p>\n<p>you said, teaching me: maggoty scraps of haunch, rib-eye rearing its ugly marrow.<br \/>\nDon\u2019t dig your nose into somebody else\u2019s meat, don\u2019t trust flesh<\/p>\n<p>that you didn\u2019t see die. You said \u2018meat\u2019 like others said \u2018love\u2019 and ate the way<br \/>\nmost people kill; all stealth and without motif, but always with aim and shot.<\/p>\n<p>You taught me that meat begets a meal,<br \/>\nso I ate it all: the plate with the bones, the knife with the blood, the world<\/p>\n<p>with all the living-bleeding-teaching. Aren\u2019t you proud now that I<br \/>\nam a chink off your knife, all blade and no handle? Here I am,<\/p>\n<p>teaching myself to eat grass with teeth that you gave me, all eyes for the birds,<br \/>\nI hold your weight, hoping to fuse to flesh to flesh in ways beyond digestion.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Marie-Aline R\u00f6mer<\/strong> is studying Russian in Vladivostok, where she is trying to recover from the shock of recent university graduation. She is originally German, studied Chinese in London, and generally has no idea what is she doing where most of the time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Man-Eater You taught me to be a meat-eater\u2014 to chew carefully with flesh-shredding-bones\u2014 but I wanted to be a bird, I suppose. Something light and aloft, edible if I intended to be. Or smashed against a window, bone-thin, hard-boiled, chewing dust and flour in an alleyway; you\u2019d rather I baked an egg [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8203","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8203"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8206,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8203\/revisions\/8206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}