{"id":8191,"date":"2015-02-25T09:00:54","date_gmt":"2015-02-25T09:00:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=8191"},"modified":"2015-01-26T17:31:39","modified_gmt":"2015-01-26T17:31:39","slug":"claire-dyer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/claire-dyer\/","title":{"rendered":"Claire Dyer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ways of Falling<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>I<\/em><br \/>\nAge five and slipping off the blue metal swing out back at 13 Marlyns Drive,<br \/>\nit was a given the soil would be concrete-hard and Copydex\u2019d with dead grass.<\/p>\n<p>The friction of my hands tripping down the chains lifted the scent<br \/>\nof hot offal into the air and made the sound of trains<\/p>\n<p>and landing, I stared up at swing\u2019s A frame, made pictures from its acne of rust as<br \/>\nlayers of the earth travelled through my bones until I vomited<\/p>\n<p>them out of my mouth in a shower of magma and stones.<br \/>\nI could not move and was, it seemed, thigh-deep in lava and shingle,<\/p>\n<p>a savoy cabbage planted in my chest with a detonator inside.<br \/>\nI remember counting while waiting for the tingle, for it to explode.<\/p>\n<p><em>II<\/em><br \/>\nNow I fish in the back room of my house and count and wait.<br \/>\nThere is friction and track-rattle and I brace,<\/p>\n<p>but it\u2019s a given each word will struggle and flail. Sometimes<br \/>\nthe sun thwacks against their scales, there\u2019s a hint of phosphorescence<\/p>\n<p>and their mouths gasp as I lift them clear, my line hooked hard in their soft fish lips.<br \/>\nI watch them slap the dry grasses, their fish slime drying slowly,<\/p>\n<p>marble eyes watching a Tuesday-blue sky as I count<br \/>\nand wait for them to die. Sometimes sirens sound on London Road<\/p>\n<p>and there\u2019s always a little blood and it me who falls backwards<br \/>\nand the ground cracks daily, the ground cracks daily.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Claire Dyer<\/strong>\u2019s\u00a0 poetry collection, <em>Eleven\u00a0 Rooms<\/em>, is published by Two Rivers Press. Her novels, <em>The Moment<\/em> and T<em>he Perfect Affair<\/em>, and her short story, <em>Falling\u00a0 for Gatsby<\/em>, are published by Quercus. Claire is undertaking an MA in Poetry at Royal Holloway.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Ways of Falling I Age five and slipping off the blue metal swing out back at 13 Marlyns Drive, it was a given the soil would be concrete-hard and Copydex\u2019d with dead grass. The friction of my hands tripping down the chains lifted the scent of hot offal into the air and made [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8191","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8191","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8191"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8191\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8194,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8191\/revisions\/8194"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8191"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8191"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8191"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}