{"id":7407,"date":"2014-09-28T08:00:39","date_gmt":"2014-09-28T08:00:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=7407"},"modified":"2014-09-18T12:13:35","modified_gmt":"2014-09-18T12:13:35","slug":"owain-lloyd-williams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/owain-lloyd-williams\/","title":{"rendered":"Owain Lloyd-Williams"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>On Sickness<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Well what can I say; what can I say?<br \/>\nI\u2019ve been in the hotpot little under a month, nay;<br \/>\nbarely three weeks and a day;<br \/>\nfirst crowded in excess; now shunted, wild<br \/>\nworn-out and alone.<\/p>\n<p>In the grasp of a nearby concrete maze<br \/>\nthere echoes space lights and spoiled sounds,<br \/>\nvoices high, low and laughing,<br \/>\nscreaming bells and Tchaikovsky;<br \/>\nchild\u2019s play and fire.<\/p>\n<p>The room is cold.<br \/>\nLast night was pure haze.<br \/>\nAmid karaoke dreams of a Western well-being,<br \/>\nBudweisers and laughs, cigarettes and baths,<br \/>\nI nearly tasted what they told me<br \/>\nwas true freedom.<\/p>\n<p>At each and every five hour interval<br \/>\nthere comes a knock at my prison door;<br \/>\nup comes a handyman, belt and hat a blazing,<br \/>\ntongue twisting and dark eyes gazing,<br \/>\nall to a shy young man<br \/>\noblivious to his good intentions waving.<\/p>\n<p>The room is cold.<br \/>\nAt night I suck on light-green liquor<br \/>\nin search of fixes of homely wit;<br \/>\nbarely in video form.<br \/>\nI see the eighties, the nineties, Tories, New Labour,<br \/>\nbaked beans, English Indians, tomatoes, stale bread.<br \/>\nI think of brown tea, (the way it should be?)<br \/>\nI think of hot and cold that\u2019s never really there<br \/>\nbut by god don\u2019t we wish it.<\/p>\n<p>I think of family smiles and frustrations, closures<br \/>\nand wing snapping.<br \/>\nI think of brotherly banter;<br \/>\neasiness, uselessness,<br \/>\nflash in the pan annoyance.<\/p>\n<p>The room is cold. New, but cold.<br \/>\nOutside lies wild imagination;<br \/>\nritual tongues and love;<br \/>\nways of new and old begging naked discovery.<br \/>\nPerhaps then the room\u2019ll no longer be cold,<br \/>\nand dogs will run free.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Owain Lloyd-Williams<\/strong> is a writer from West Sussex who has just returned from the UK after spending four and a half years living and working in China. After obtaining a degree in English literature and language, he has continued to write all manner of poetry and prose, and is currently adding the final touches to his first novel.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; On Sickness Well what can I say; what can I say? I\u2019ve been in the hotpot little under a month, nay; barely three weeks and a day; first crowded in excess; now shunted, wild worn-out and alone. In the grasp of a nearby concrete maze there echoes space lights and spoiled sounds, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7407","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7407","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7407"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7407\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7410,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7407\/revisions\/7410"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7407"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7407"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7407"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}