{"id":6240,"date":"2014-01-21T09:00:27","date_gmt":"2014-01-21T09:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=6240"},"modified":"2014-01-21T08:40:07","modified_gmt":"2014-01-21T08:40:07","slug":"chris-fewings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/chris-fewings\/","title":{"rendered":"Chris Fewings"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Wayless<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>This poem may be longer<br \/>\nthan the one you were expecting.<br \/>\nAs it ends in the ground<br \/>\nwhy not lie there now,<br \/>\ntry a grave posture? Or undress<\/p>\n<p>slowly, carefully folding<br \/>\neach garment, laying them neatly<br \/>\nto one side. You complain of the cold.<br \/>\nStepping naked into a poem<br \/>\nof this length isn\u2019t ill-advised.<\/p>\n<p>Obviously, you\u2019ll be able to pick up phrases<br \/>\nto wrap around your nakedness.<br \/>\nHowever many words slip past you,<br \/>\nhowever many images you reject<br \/>\nsomething will come to hand.<\/p>\n<p>A long and winding swaddling band<br \/>\nof words would be restricting wrapped<br \/>\naround you, so I\u2019ve laid it here<br \/>\na little like a path<br \/>\na little like a map<\/p>\n<p>whose contours spiral and meander<br \/>\ntopographically untrue.<br \/>\nThis landscape needs no theodolite.<br \/>\nIt needs you. Don\u2019t follow<br \/>\nthe thread of the labyrinth.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s a little like an echo<br \/>\nwhich never stops rebounding<br \/>\nfrom the surfaces which never stop<br \/>\nappearing as you glance around.<br \/>\nYou need to wander in<\/p>\n<p>among the glancing blows of sound.<br \/>\nA path would be a meaning,<br \/>\na beginning and an end.<br \/>\nI\u2019m offering you a poem<br \/>\nto enter in and wander round.<\/p>\n<p>The meaning\u2019s in the folding<br \/>\nof the ground around your feet.<br \/>\nSo. You have a map which<br \/>\nthey sewed together for you<br \/>\ntaping the fraying edges.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not what it was. You know that.<br \/>\nIt belonged in your pocket<br \/>\nfolded, fingered, a little<br \/>\nsweat seeping through it.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s not the same now.<\/p>\n<p>Sure, sit on the ground.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s solid enough. It doesn\u2019t vanish<br \/>\nwhen you stop walking. Sit, unfold<br \/>\nthe sweat-stained paper. What matters<br \/>\nis its feel, taste, smell.<\/p>\n<p>It won\u2019t go back in your pocket.<br \/>\nYou can refold it, but its shape<br \/>\nand weight have changed. You might as well<br \/>\npocket the fold in the ground. No.<br \/>\nThe paper stays where you laid it<\/p>\n<p>decays. You can get up<br \/>\nor lie down. You can ford a stream<br \/>\nbecause now this is getting real.<br \/>\nIt doesn\u2019t matter who invited you<br \/>\nto come in and wander round.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m not abandoning you. I can\u2019t<br \/>\ndefine your world, describe<br \/>\nyour linearity or coax<br \/>\nyour heart out of hiding.<br \/>\nNone of this is for me to say.<\/p>\n<p>Yes, it\u2019s getting dark. Yes,<br \/>\nthere\u2019s mud. You were misled?<br \/>\nWho was leading who? That gash.<br \/>\nProbably barbed wire. It tears<br \/>\nthe land into strips. Almost comforting,<\/p>\n<p>the blood. You say I told you how<br \/>\nit ended? Why did you believe me?<br \/>\nIt ends all over the place. Why<br \/>\nbelieve me now? Where your nerve<br \/>\nends, you begin, at the interface<\/p>\n<p>of touch. Go on, stay still, turn back.<br \/>\nYou\u2019re not alone. Some of the others<br \/>\ncarry a handful of mud. I\u2019m folding<br \/>\nthe stanzas like a concertina.<br \/>\nand handing them to you.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0Chris Fewings<\/strong> is currently writer in residence at Balsall Heath Library in Birmingham (UK). He blogs at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.chris.fewin.gs\/\" target=\"_blank\">www.chris.fewin.gs<\/a>\u00a0 . His alphabetical novella, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B00EG5WGXE\/ref=nosim?tag=inswte0f-21\" target=\"_blank\"><em>A Glossary of my Grandmother,<\/em><\/a> is available as an e-book.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Wayless This poem may be longer than the one you were expecting. As it ends in the ground why not lie there now, try a grave posture? Or undress slowly, carefully folding each garment, laying them neatly to one side. You complain of the cold. 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