{"id":5513,"date":"2013-10-18T09:00:59","date_gmt":"2013-10-18T09:00:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=5513"},"modified":"2013-10-19T09:18:50","modified_gmt":"2013-10-19T09:18:50","slug":"chris-crittenden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/chris-crittenden\/","title":{"rendered":"Chris Crittenden"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>To Be a Fly<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>is to have the might of superboy<br \/>\nand beat yourself over and over,<br \/>\nsoaring hard into the wall,<br \/>\nnext to a swat-stain from<br \/>\na glutted mosquito.<\/p>\n<p>monsters<br \/>\na million times bigger<br \/>\nhear you whine from rooms away,<br \/>\nspaces large as canyon<br \/>\non a planet where nothing<br \/>\nstops erosion.<\/p>\n<p>you the only signpost left&#8211;you<br \/>\nand the monsters in their huge dim world,<br \/>\na trap where lightbeams slice like<br \/>\nsabers from a cordoned-off sun.<br \/>\nscents leak from mounds of food<br \/>\nlocked in a coffin that hums all the time.<\/p>\n<p>so<\/p>\n<p>you beat and beat yourself,<br \/>\nlooking to get out.\u00a0 you can\u2019t play<br \/>\nthe game the monsters do,<br \/>\nthey who feel fine and seem normal<br \/>\nin a dungeon of caves.<\/p>\n<p>you couldn\u2019t join<br \/>\ntheir ranks even if your body<br \/>\nchanged and somehow grew.<br \/>\nbeing a fly is more about how you are,<br \/>\nwhat your dreams<br \/>\nwere long-ago made,<\/p>\n<p>and why everyone is always<br \/>\nchasing or mocking you<br \/>\nwith words or fists.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<strong>Chris Crittenden<\/strong> lives in a tiny fishing village 50 miles from the nearest traffic light.\u00a0 His full-length collection <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.co.uk\/dp\/B009Y103W6\/ref=nosim?tag=inswte0f-21\" target=\"_blank\">Jugularity <\/a><\/em>was recently released by Stonesthrow Press, and he blogs as <a href=\"http:\/\/owlwholaughs.blogspot.co.uk\/\" target=\"_blank\">Owl Who Laughs.<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; To Be a Fly is to have the might of superboy and beat yourself over and over, soaring hard into the wall, next to a swat-stain from a glutted mosquito. monsters a million times bigger hear you whine from rooms away, spaces large as canyon on a planet where nothing stops erosion. you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5513","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5513","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5513"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5513\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5515,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5513\/revisions\/5515"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5513"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5513"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5513"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}