{"id":4368,"date":"2013-04-19T09:00:02","date_gmt":"2013-04-19T09:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=4368"},"modified":"2013-04-11T12:19:41","modified_gmt":"2013-04-11T12:19:41","slug":"catherine-taylor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/catherine-taylor\/","title":{"rendered":"Catherine Taylor"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>shelter<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<br \/>\nwe play to pass the time well<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>we choose a spot that is hidden, far back in the<\/p>\n<p>woods.\u00a0 where the branches creak and the wind<\/p>\n<p>in the conifer leaves sounds like the sea<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I watch the lichen growing on the tree trunks<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>everything is far off. \u00a0we check the sky.<\/p>\n<p>for thunder and other things.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>dirty grey like a puddle, it is heavy but not<\/p>\n<p>yet fallen<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>pine needles settled like dust on the floor<\/p>\n<p>crackle softly as our foots press down.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>we build the structure sturdy as we can<\/p>\n<p>with the strongest branches<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>near the end I drape a blanket over for a<\/p>\n<p>roof and cover it with brown leaves<\/p>\n<p>spread out like stars<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the moon is circular and\u00a0 bright as a lamp<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>behind the clouds which are pencil<\/p>\n<p>grey<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>we huddle under our canopy<\/p>\n<p>of blanket and branches and leaves and sticks<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the sky comes in through little gaps<\/p>\n<p>I say. see that. how it glows all in a circle<\/p>\n<p>it means something.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>my coat is warmer (<em>Superdry<\/em>) I wrap it around<\/p>\n<p>the both of us and I give over my stripy gloves as<\/p>\n<p>his hands are smaller<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>our breath takes up the air like smoke<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>something good? he whispers real<\/p>\n<p>quiet into my shoulder.\u00a0 I can only see<\/p>\n<p>the top of his hair which is super-blond<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>you look like a rabbit all curled up. I say. a snow rabbit<\/p>\n<p>because they are the best kind and very pale.<\/p>\n<p>or a blond hedgehog.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>whichever.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I wrap my bright pink scarf around us both also<\/p>\n<p>over my ears to block the dark out<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and turn off the torch as<\/p>\n<p>it doesn\u2019t have much battery<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>probably. something really good. I say.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the sea is near. if it is still there listening<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>the ground is colder than I knew<\/p>\n<p>we lie here still<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and breathing shallow. we have<\/p>\n<p>one blanket one tarpaulin (bright blue)<\/p>\n<p>one small\u00a0 torch two batteries one pack of<\/p>\n<p>salt biscuits one\u00a0 Power Ranger rucksack<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>a lighter half full, a stone shaped like<\/p>\n<p>a square. a small box.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I hold him. partly so we have a<\/p>\n<p>lower surface area, like penguins<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>and partly because of night animals<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>I dream I am in a car full of people<\/p>\n<p>we are driving fast down<\/p>\n<p>a long road<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>towards a cliff.\u00a0 I hear seagulls and engine<\/p>\n<p>and wheels<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>out of everyone I am the only one<\/p>\n<p>without my throat slit<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Catherine Taylor<\/strong> lives in Norfolk when not working overseas for an international development charity. She is currently studying humanitarian response in emergencies.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; shelter &nbsp; &#8211; we play to pass the time well &nbsp; we choose a spot that is hidden, far back in the woods.\u00a0 where the branches creak and the wind in the conifer leaves sounds like the sea &nbsp; I watch the lichen growing on the tree trunks &nbsp; everything is far off. 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