{"id":4221,"date":"2013-04-02T09:00:19","date_gmt":"2013-04-02T09:00:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=4221"},"modified":"2013-03-26T12:46:58","modified_gmt":"2013-03-26T12:46:58","slug":"robert-peake","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/robert-peake\/","title":{"rendered":"Robert Peake"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Letter From My Migraine<br \/>\n<\/strong><br \/>\nI got a letter from my migraine yesterday.<br \/>\nThe penmanship was impeccable.<\/p>\n<p>It mentioned how things just weren&#8217;t<br \/>\nworking out, me with the drive<\/p>\n<p>to win all the prizes now gone.<br \/>\nIt had found some nice neurotic<\/p>\n<p>who could keep on working long after<br \/>\nher eyesight went, would vomit<\/p>\n<p>into the sink, rinse once, then go<br \/>\nback to writing that grant proposal,<\/p>\n<p>typing blind against the deadline.<br \/>\nSo I gave them my blessing<\/p>\n<p>to cohabit\u2014the happy couple\u2014<br \/>\nbut offered to let him visit,<\/p>\n<p>once in awhile, for old times&#8217; sake.<br \/>\nAfter all, we&#8217;d been together<\/p>\n<p>since the concussion, gulping pills<br \/>\nand moaning, begging to die.<\/p>\n<p>I tell myself I can still enjoy<br \/>\na darkened room, alone, still place<\/p>\n<p>a cold cloth over my eyes, not bulging,<br \/>\nor backed with needles, just two eyes.<\/p>\n<p>I imagine coins laid on the lids<br \/>\nof the dead, who cannot feel the coldness.<\/p>\n<p>What is life without pain, or the threat<br \/>\nof pain? It is not quite death, I know.<\/p>\n<p>I will not pretend to miss him,<br \/>\nbut I sign my response &#8220;with love.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Robert Peake<\/strong> is an American poet living in England. His poems have appeared in Magma, Iota, North American Review and Poetry International. Robert writes about poetry and culture at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.robertpeake.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">www.robertpeake.com<\/a> .<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Letter From My Migraine I got a letter from my migraine yesterday. The penmanship was impeccable. It mentioned how things just weren&#8217;t working out, me with the drive to win all the prizes now gone. It had found some nice neurotic who could keep on working long after her eyesight went, would [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4221","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4221","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4221"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4221\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4223,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4221\/revisions\/4223"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4221"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4221"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4221"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}