{"id":18834,"date":"2019-04-04T08:00:09","date_gmt":"2019-04-04T08:00:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=18834"},"modified":"2020-12-09T15:43:13","modified_gmt":"2020-12-09T15:43:13","slug":"kellie-gittins","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/kellie-gittins\/","title":{"rendered":"Mich\u00e9le Beck"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Siblings<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I can remember raw eggs sat sweating in cups<br \/>\ndried scabs splitting into islands,<br \/>\nas we banged together our knees under the table<br \/>\nHe was the older one but I the fiercer<br \/>\nHoles kicked through cheap chipboard, the door\u2019s<br \/>\ntantrum-keepsakes. Spooning egg-spawn into<br \/>\nour guarded mouths, our stepdad\u2019s shadow<br \/>\nwatching that we taste every bite.<br \/>\nThat same shadow which forced mum\u2019s head down<br \/>\nthe toilet, the shadow whose sister (\u201cAuntie\u201d<br \/>\nJane with the red perm) made us eat vomit<br \/>\nfrom the wall and, whose younger brother<br \/>\nmade me do something secret that time he babysat.<br \/>\nFamilies come in all shapes and sizes, they grow up.<br \/>\nMy adult body burns, bearing two scars, barely visible.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Mich\u00e9le Beck<\/strong> grew up and lives in Doncaster.\u00a0She works as a Project Coordinator for Right up Our Street and is a creative writing facilitator.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Siblings I can remember raw eggs sat sweating in cups dried scabs splitting into islands, as we banged together our knees under the table He was the older one but I the fiercer Holes kicked through cheap chipboard, the door\u2019s tantrum-keepsakes. Spooning egg-spawn into our guarded mouths, our stepdad\u2019s shadow watching that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[138,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18834","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2019-poetry-picks","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18834","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18834"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18834\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18882,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18834\/revisions\/18882"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18834"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18834"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18834"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}