{"id":18266,"date":"2019-01-26T08:00:14","date_gmt":"2019-01-26T08:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=18266"},"modified":"2019-01-25T08:47:55","modified_gmt":"2019-01-25T08:47:55","slug":"18266","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/18266\/","title":{"rendered":"Josie Alford"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<strong>Glossop Ward<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>In the hospital bed my father sagged<br \/>\nand bulged in all the wrong places.<\/p>\n<p>He started taking his meds again,<br \/>\nsaid the nebuliser smelled like French bakeries<br \/>\nso I emptied Waitrose of its pastries.<\/p>\n<p>As he grappled for control, the same old<br \/>\nviolence glistened in his face but tired limbs<br \/>\nlike broken wings were too fragile to scare.<\/p>\n<p>The next day he changed his T-shirt.<br \/>\nI pulled the blue concertina curtains<br \/>\nand saw my father for the first time:<\/p>\n<p>arms and shoulders bones with skin too big-<br \/>\nbut belly and wrists swollen<br \/>\nfrom lack of trying.<\/p>\n<p>The next day he managed to shower, glowed brighter<br \/>\nand made plans for moving closer,<br \/>\nhe promised to call.<\/p>\n<p>He was discharged after I drove home<br \/>\nand it felt like something starting again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Josie Alford<\/strong> is a poet and event host with Hammer and Tongue Bristol. She fuses the techniques of spoken and written poetry. Her work ranges from the subtle nuance of dealing with loss to referencing pop culture.<br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif;\"><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Glossop Ward In the hospital bed my father sagged and bulged in all the wrong places. He started taking his meds again, said the nebuliser smelled like French bakeries so I emptied Waitrose of its pastries. As he grappled for control, the same old violence glistened in his face but tired limbs [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18266","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18266","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18266"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18266\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18340,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18266\/revisions\/18340"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}