{"id":18034,"date":"2018-12-26T08:00:06","date_gmt":"2018-12-26T08:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=18034"},"modified":"2020-12-14T11:22:16","modified_gmt":"2020-12-14T11:22:16","slug":"on-the-fourth-day-of-christmas-we-bring-you-marie-louise-eyres-belinda-rimmer-andrea-holck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/on-the-fourth-day-of-christmas-we-bring-you-marie-louise-eyres-belinda-rimmer-andrea-holck\/","title":{"rendered":"On the Fifth Day of Christmas we bring you Marie-Louise Eyres, Belinda Rimmer, Andrea Holck"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-18011\" src=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460-185x185.jpg 185w, https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460-164x164.jpg 164w, https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/12\/Web_BirdsOtherLands_0460-184x184.jpg 184w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Limbs and leaves<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Escaping the dry heat of the house<br \/>\nwe step into the mild, Boxing Day damp.<br \/>\nOur noses fill with the sweet stench<br \/>\nof silage and fallen fruits at the end of the garden.<\/p>\n<p>Lying beneath bare trees,<br \/>\na brightly coloured apple blanket<br \/>\nunraked after the Autumn storm,<br \/>\nrots by design, into the soil.<\/p>\n<p>We stroll past the old piggery full of pruned back roses,<br \/>\nthe cow sheds crammed with firewood,<br \/>\ntoo heavy to lug into the house this year,<br \/>\ntoo dusty for our eyes.<\/p>\n<p>The greenhouse shelters a forest of geraniums<br \/>\nbowing to greet us, limbs and leaves gathering mildew.<br \/>\nUnder these windows angled to the sky,<br \/>\nrumours the scent of decay.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Marie-Louise Eyres<\/strong> is a London poet living just outside Washington Dc. In 2018 she has been shortlisted by the Bridport Prize, the Myslexia Women&#8217;s poetry competition and Moonstone Arts Center Chapbook competition.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Drift<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Snow on the ground, patches of green forewarn a slow melt \u2013 no white Christmas.<br \/>\nEager for another ride before snow turns to slush, my son has stopped mid-sledge<br \/>\nto pose for a picture. I hunker down beside him. My arm rests across his knee,<br \/>\neasy, natural. I&#8217;m wearing pink wool \u2013 hat, scarf, mittens \u2013 and heavy boots.<br \/>\nOur eyes squint into a low sun. We smile in different directions.<br \/>\nBeyond the picture \u2013 cups of cocoa, slippery chips, stars in a darkening sky<br \/>\nand an icy path home.<\/p>\n<p>The lake already frozen, leaves like shark fins pushing through ice.<br \/>\nDifferent this year, the house now empty \u2013 my boys out in the world.<br \/>\nStacking clouds promise a storm, maybe early snow.<br \/>\nA robin settles, tiny under winter feathers.<br \/>\nI was trying so hard not to think of Christmas.<\/p>\n<p>Between the branches enough mistletoe to decorate the doors.<br \/>\nI reach, no longer ballerina-elegant. I still believe in kissing under mistletoe.<br \/>\nWhat would it be like to kiss a stranger? What taste? What wayward tongues?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Belinda Rimmer<\/strong> has worked as a psychiatric nurse, lecturer and creative arts practitioner. She recently came second in the 2018 Ambit Poetry Competition. Her first poetry pamphlet will be published next year by Indigo Dreams.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Gift<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It was snowing, and my pregnant wife Nell was making pancakes in the kitchen when Loni arrived to drop off Rosie. It was Sunday, the day we switched. I asked her to come in. Christmas was in a few days, and a house filled with carols had had its effect on me; I was feeling kindhearted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThanks,\u201d she said, taking one big step over the threshold. She bent to untie the laces of her snow boots. I began to regret the invitation immediately. Loni and I had shared a brief encounter behind a row of sky-blue porto-potties at a neighborhood event I had been hired to photograph four years earlier, and our relationship had declined quickly from there. We had never gotten along, but we loved our daughter and affected friendliness when she was around.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cUm, let me take your coat,\u201d I said, and as she stood and unzipped, I noticed the sheer fabric of her blouse.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs Nell here?\u201d she asked. She had put on perfume<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah, of course, she\u2019s making pancakes in the kitchen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPancakes!\u201d Rosie squealed and ran toward the kitchen, wet tracks following her. Loni and I watched her go, still wearing our empty <a href=\"https:\/\/drdavidbrady.com\/buy-klonopin\/\">generic klonopin online<\/a> smiles.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSo.\u201d She turned to me, running a hand through her hair. \u201cYour driveway\u2019s snowed in. You should plow it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah, Jackson, next door is going to come over later to do that. We like to keep him in business. He\u2019s saving for his first car.\u201d Her jacket hung heavily over my forearm. Putting it somewhere felt like a commitment.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPlans for Christmas?\u201d she asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah.\u201d I said, and stopped, reluctant to go on.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSounds great.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I cringed at the cheerful sarcasm. Pointless. I gave in. \u201cYeah, Nell\u2019s parents are driving down from Chicago, so we\u2019ll have a big dinner, go to midnight mass. Her dad likes ham, so\u2026probably have a ham.\u201d I heard Nell telling Rosie to be careful and pictured them in the kitchen, placing chocolate chips one by one on the bubbling batter. Loni stood in her unlaced snow boots. She placed a hand on the wall, the other fingering a silver crucifix at her collarbone.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJack,\u201d she said to my shoes and took a step closer. She brought one hand to my shoulder, looked at it there, removed it. \u201cI brought you a gift.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh.\u201d I shifted. \u201cYou didn\u2019t have to do that!\u201d It came out bright, nervous. I put the smile back on my face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s just there, in my coat pocket.\u201d She pointed to the coat on my arm. I held it out, and without taking it, she dug in the pocket, pulled out a small gold cardboard box, the kind they give you when you buy someone jewelry. She\u2019d tied a red ribbon around it and written Merry Christmas Jack in tiny cursive letters in one corner. She waited for me to take it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThanks, Loni.\u201d She stayed silent. \u201cDo you want me to open it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, you could,\u201d she said. \u201cJust a sec.\u201d She took slipped out of the boots and crossed into the house toward the kitchen. There were enthusiastic words, an exaggerated kissing sound, and Rosie\u2019s sweet<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBye Mommy!\u201d and then Loni was back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRight, open it,\u201d she said, slipping her bare feet back into her boots, and bending to relace.<br \/>\nMy stomach pulsed. She rose, looked me in the eye. \u201cWell, open it Jack.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I pulled at the ribbon, lifted the lid, folded back the tissue paper, the kind you blow your nose with. Inside was something fabric, red; my finger touched a bit of white feathery and I pulled it back. \u201cWhat is it?\u201d I asked, staring at the box.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMerry Christmas, Jack,\u201d she said, and took her coat from my arm. As she walked down the steps toward her car, I lifted the panties from the box: red lace and white fluffy trim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat\u2019s that?\u201d It was Nell, who\u2019d heard the door close as Loni left. \u201cEverything all right? You coming, sweetie? What is that, Jack?\u201d My tongue was a weight in my mouth. Nell walked over and took the box, opened it, poked at it. \u201cJesus, are you serious? Are you fucking serious?\u201d she whispered,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJack.\u201d She laughed, then lowered her voice. \u201cJack, she\u2019s insane. What does she think she\u2019s doing?\u201d<br \/>\nFrom the kitchen, Rosie called to us for breakfast.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Andrea Holck<\/strong> is an American-born writer and teacher based in London.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Limbs and leaves Escaping the dry heat of the house we step into the mild, Boxing Day damp. Our noses fill with the sweet stench of silage and fallen fruits at the end of the garden. 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