{"id":17674,"date":"2018-11-12T08:30:11","date_gmt":"2018-11-12T08:30:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=17674"},"modified":"2018-11-07T13:44:23","modified_gmt":"2018-11-07T13:44:23","slug":"uea-ma-scholars-amanda-holiday-and-kirstie-millar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/uea-ma-scholars-amanda-holiday-and-kirstie-millar\/","title":{"rendered":"UEA Poetry MA Scholars Amanda Holiday and Kirstie Millar"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In 2011, IS&amp;T publisher Kate Birch established the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.uea.ac.uk\/study\/postgraduate\/scholarships\/the-ink-sweat-and-tears-poetry-writing-scholarship\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Ink Sweat &amp; Tears Poetry Writing Scholarship<\/a> (MA) at the University of East Anglia (UEA); Kirstie Millar is its eighth recipient. Amanda Holiday is the first to be awarded <a href=\"https:\/\/www.uea.ac.uk\/study\/postgraduate\/scholarships\/the-birch-family-scholarship\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The Birch Family Scholarship<\/a> set up to support UK-based poetry MA students from the BAME community. Both Amanda and Kirstie will be reading at the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.cafewriters.co.uk\/home\/programme\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Caf\u00e9 Writers<\/a> spoken word night at Louis Marchesi in Norwich tonight<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_17685\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Crabs.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-17685\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-17685\" src=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Crabs-300x232.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"232\" srcset=\"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Crabs-300x232.png 300w, https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/Crabs.png 480w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-17685\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Shipwrecked Portuguese soldiers battle giant crabs in the Indian Ocean 1601<\/p><\/div>\n<p><strong>The Crabs<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>The sea had been flat and still, barely lapping<br \/>\nAnd lulled by heat and rum<br \/>\nwe lay back in the boats drifting<br \/>\ndamp handkerchiefs on our faces<br \/>\nagainst the sun<\/p>\n<p>and before long,<br \/>\none by one badoom badoom<br \/>\nour pirogues thudded up on sand and pebbles<br \/>\nwedging us askew on the shore<br \/>\nBig Paul woke first and leapt out<br \/>\nshouting \u2018Santos Caranguejos!\u2019<br \/>\nMonster crabs; pink, ungainly<br \/>\nblinked back slowly and waved their claws<\/p>\n<p>We grabbed oars and ran at<br \/>\nthe crustaceans poking fleshy faces<br \/>\nbeating hardened shells<br \/>\ndriving them inland. Yet more came &#8211;<br \/>\nan army sideways from the sea<br \/>\nSoon we were surrounded:<br \/>\nflushed, hard-bodied hordes.<\/p>\n<p>Paul ordered us \u2018Pare!\u2019 Lay down our sticks.<br \/>\nWe dragged our boats to the<br \/>\nocean edge and as we waited<br \/>\nfor the moon tide and staved<br \/>\noff hunger, we sang songs to<br \/>\nthe fickle creatures, who now<br \/>\ndanced in lines across the sand.<\/p>\n<p>When midnight came, we loaded up<br \/>\nAnd set sail<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>Amanda Holiday<\/b> has read poems from her first chapbook at the PCA ACA annual conference in San Diego as well as Herstory4 Feminist Theatre, Nasty Women and FiliArt festivals in London &#8211; <i>The Art Poems<\/i> is published as part of New Generation African Poets chapbox set (Tano, Akashic Books (US) 2018).<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Slimed<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There are so many different ways to be alive<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nthat time those boys threw a donut at us<br \/>\nwe were still alive then<br \/>\nbusy stepping down the side of the highway<br \/>\ncollecting in a plastic bag all the things we might find useful in adult life<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow best to hold your body while alone on the street at night<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow best to feel the sandy shape of words on your tongue and how to make<br \/>\nthem pointed<br \/>\nwhen they need to be<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow to paint a face on top of your less nice face<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow to make that face a cold river without a single ripple<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow to lie<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow to use this cold placid face to project a promise into the world<br \/>\na promise that says a sharp thought has never risen and pricked the thin layer of<br \/>\npink skin drawn gently across your mind<br \/>\nlike<br \/>\nhow to scramble up yourself and be nothing but soft things piled up on other softer<br \/>\nthings.<\/p>\n<p>I am only soft and agreeable things.<br \/>\nI found that thing so dull and blank but useful amongst the thin yellow grass and<br \/>\ncigarette butts and rusted cans of Sprite<br \/>\non the side of the highway that day,<br \/>\nseconds before their sprinkles hit me<br \/>\nright between the eyes.<\/p>\n<p>I boil these discoveries down like sweets<br \/>\nand push them through the pink mess deep into another pinker part of myself.<\/p>\n<p>I am only soft and agreeable things.<br \/>\nI lie.<br \/>\nI move through the day like slime,<br \/>\nlike green slick slime from Nickelodeon.<\/p>\n<p>And I\u2019m here to say<br \/>\nyou\u2019ve all just been slimed,<br \/>\nby me.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>Kirstie Millar<\/b> is a writer and poet based in Norwich. She edits <i class=\"yiv8354477059\">Ache<\/i>, a magazine by women exploring illness, health and pain. You can find her on Twitter @KirstieMillar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In 2011, IS&amp;T publisher Kate Birch established the The Ink Sweat &amp; Tears Poetry Writing Scholarship (MA) at the University of East Anglia (UEA); Kirstie Millar is its eighth recipient. Amanda Holiday is the first to be awarded The Birch Family Scholarship set up to support UK-based poetry MA students from the BAME community. 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