{"id":17667,"date":"2018-11-15T08:00:57","date_gmt":"2018-11-15T08:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=17667"},"modified":"2018-10-19T10:50:56","modified_gmt":"2018-10-19T10:50:56","slug":"17667","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/17667\/","title":{"rendered":"Tom Kelly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Memory Stairs<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>(Terry Kelly 1958-2016)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s not a constant ache, more longing,<br \/>\nemail will suffice,<br \/>\nsomething bridging this gap.<\/p>\n<p>I see your doppelganger<br \/>\nin a city street:<br \/>\nhigh forehead, eyes alert, searching<br \/>\nfor the book no-one else will <em>ever<\/em> have.<br \/>\n<strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I am calculating your age,<br \/>\nthis or that year.<br \/>\nYour hair spreads,<br \/>\nlapping up and down on your brow,<br \/>\nthe time escape me.<\/p>\n<p>Some moments appear,<br \/>\nrunning down memory stairs,<br \/>\nfall apart with my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I will not keep the review from \u2018The Independent.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s March and snow is up to my knees,<br \/>\ncrossing the dene where it is deeper.<br \/>\nAuntie Bridget struggles into over-shoes,<br \/>\nhas me hold her arm, wobbling down the path.<\/p>\n<p>The rest is clanging bottles of oxygen. And you.<br \/>\nMy mother screaming through papier-mache walls.<\/p>\n<p>My memory is going into over-drive,<br \/>\ngetting it all wrong.<br \/>\nYou went over the handlebars and your curly locked head<br \/>\ndanced to the ground.<br \/>\nNow I see you. Like our father,<br \/>\non the day before your birthday.<br \/>\nSnow has gone,<br \/>\nonly edges remain,<br \/>\nbacon rinds on an empty plate.<\/p>\n<p>You would say Ian Hamilton would have pared this down<br \/>\nto a silver thread on a dark overcoat,<br \/>\nstanding out so clear<br \/>\nlike you today.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tom Kelly<\/strong> is a Jarrow-born poet and playwright who lives further up the Tyne at Blaydon. His recent collection <em>I Know Their Footsteps<\/em>\u00a0is published by \u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.redsquirrelpress.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Red Squirrel Press. <\/a>\u00a0This is his website: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.tomkelly.org.uk\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">http:\/\/www.tomkelly.org.uk\/<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Memory Stairs (Terry Kelly 1958-2016) It\u2019s not a constant ache, more longing, email will suffice, something bridging this gap. I see your doppelganger in a city street: high forehead, eyes alert, searching for the book no-one else will ever have. \u00a0 I am calculating your age, this or that year. Your hair spreads, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-17667","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17667","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17667"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17667\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17813,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17667\/revisions\/17813"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17667"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17667"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17667"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}