{"id":16734,"date":"2018-07-27T08:00:59","date_gmt":"2018-07-27T08:00:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=16734"},"modified":"2020-12-09T15:34:42","modified_gmt":"2020-12-09T15:34:42","slug":"rebecca-sandeman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/rebecca-sandeman\/","title":{"rendered":"Rebecca Sandeman"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Epoch<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>And I can\u2019t<br \/>\ncan\u2019t<br \/>\ndo the 7:45 wetness<br \/>\non the bathroom floor<br \/>\nanymore<\/p>\n<p>I step in it<br \/>\nAnd my socks<br \/>\nare sad on the way to work.<\/p>\n<p>Conduit Road is more<br \/>\nmiserable<br \/>\nhaving items which<br \/>\nweep unexpectedly.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m sorry that I break<br \/>\nonce<br \/>\nevery 28 days.<\/p>\n<p>It\u2019s an unfortunate side effect<br \/>\nof pins in your arm<br \/>\nand love.<\/p>\n<p>And you,<br \/>\n<strong>you<\/strong><br \/>\nTell me everything\u2019s<br \/>\ngoing to be okay<br \/>\nin a voice I abhor<\/p>\n<p>offering orgasms<br \/>\nand cups of tea,<br \/>\nto talk me down<br \/>\nfrom the ledge.<\/p>\n<p>I tell you I\u2019ve got cold feet<br \/>\nAnd that I miss<br \/>\nmy Waitrose deliveries.<\/p>\n<p>I say I don\u2019t want<br \/>\nyou to touch me<br \/>\nand that your family<br \/>\nare annoying.<\/p>\n<p>(Which they are)<\/p>\n<p>And then<br \/>\n<strong>And then<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>We turn off the light<br \/>\nWith our<br \/>\nnew clean bed sheet<\/p>\n<p>which you have blow-dried<br \/>\nalong with my knickers<br \/>\nfor work<\/p>\n<p>and we kiss in the dark<br \/>\nfor hours<\/p>\n<p>my tongue tells your teeth<br \/>\nhow much of a fool<br \/>\nI am.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Rebecca Sandeman<\/strong> is a PhD student at the University of Sheffield and Events Organiser for a lawyers firm. She is editor at @CicatriceJournal and her work has appeared in <i>Route 57<\/i>, <i>Edinburgh Inkwell<\/i>, <i>Llady<\/i> and <i>Prole<\/i>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Epoch And I can\u2019t can\u2019t do the 7:45 wetness on the bathroom floor anymore I step in it And my socks are sad on the way to work. Conduit Road is more miserable having items which weep unexpectedly. I\u2019m sorry that I break once every 28 days. It\u2019s an unfortunate side effect of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[137,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16734","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2018-poetry-picks","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16734","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16734"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16734\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16735,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16734\/revisions\/16735"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16734"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16734"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16734"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}