{"id":16730,"date":"2018-07-26T08:00:41","date_gmt":"2018-07-26T08:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=16730"},"modified":"2018-06-06T09:45:50","modified_gmt":"2018-06-06T09:45:50","slug":"16730","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/16730\/","title":{"rendered":"Olga Dermott"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>the end of the night<\/strong><br \/>\n<em>Think you there was or might be such a man \/ As this I dreamed of?<\/em><br \/>\n(<em>Antony and Cleopatra<\/em>, Act V Scene II)<\/p>\n<p>the thighs of my skinny vodka are barely covered<br \/>\nwith Coke, short-skirted sugar in my mouth,<br \/>\nthis nightclub is a fermented kingdom of clay;<br \/>\nyou take my hand<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 112px;\"> we are suddenly outside<\/span><br \/>\nI am shivering inside my hurried jacket,<br \/>\nthrobbing music aches like a distant hangover<\/p>\n<p>we stagger against an Irish February towards the<br \/>\nseafront where this night wind is tight, black as liquorice<br \/>\nchewing at my ankles<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 56px;\">lamp posts rattle as we stand close to them<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 56px;\">boats clink and roll like empty beer bottles<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 56px;\">against the harbour wall<\/span><\/p>\n<p>your breath is lager and I can taste cigarette ash<br \/>\nfeathered, settling<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 112px;\">on my lip as a dying bird,<\/span><\/p>\n<p>there is no shelter from what you say next \u2013<\/p>\n<p>I watch as you walk back up the hill<br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 56px;\">tornadoes spill from your pockets<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 56px;\">whistling whilst<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"margin-left: 160px;\">I gulp against this pitch<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I want to scoop myself back into a plastic bucket but<br \/>\nthese wet cloying clumps are stuck in my throat and eyes and everywhere<br \/>\nso I stand in the rain, bladderwrack hair,<br \/>\nsalt gusts are dirty ropes flaying my face,<br \/>\nlow clouds have drunk too much of the sea<\/p>\n<p>my heart hammers cracked like a useless pink spade \u2013<br \/>\nsandcastles of what I wanted to say to you collapsed against my ribs<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Olga Dermott<\/strong> is from Northern Ireland. A former Warwick Poet Laureate and member of Room 204, she has had poetry and flash fiction published in a range of magazines including <em>Rattle Magazine, Magma, Paper Swans Press<\/em> and<em> Under the Radar.<\/em><br \/>\n@olgadermott<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; the end of the night Think you there was or might be such a man \/ As this I dreamed of? (Antony and Cleopatra, Act V Scene II) the thighs of my skinny vodka are barely covered with Coke, short-skirted sugar in my mouth, this nightclub is a fermented kingdom of clay; you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16730","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16730","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16730"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16730\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16733,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16730\/revisions\/16733"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16730"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16730"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16730"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}