{"id":15442,"date":"2018-01-13T09:00:26","date_gmt":"2018-01-13T09:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=15442"},"modified":"2017-12-21T15:56:07","modified_gmt":"2017-12-21T15:56:07","slug":"ben-banyard-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/ben-banyard-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Ben Banyard"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>How you\u2019ll describe me to your grandchildren<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I like to make you laugh, but worry<br \/>\nthat\u2019s not the substance fathers are made of.<\/p>\n<p>Tell them I was funny, then, if you like,<br \/>\nbut don\u2019t be afraid to say that I shouted sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>Remember that the times you said I was being mean,<br \/>\nI was tired, or sad, or worried, or afraid.<\/p>\n<p>You are such good, clever, unfathomable children,<br \/>\nbut it\u2019s easy to lose sight of that sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>Right now, you think I can repair everything you break<br \/>\nbut I might let you down on that score one day.<\/p>\n<p>In fact, tell them what you like about me, I won\u2019t know.<br \/>\nBut please give them my love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_8626\" style=\"font-family: times new roman, new york, times, serif;\"><span id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7770\"><strong>Ben Banyard<\/strong> lives and writes in Portishead, near Bristol. His debut pamphlet, <i id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7771\">Communing<\/i>, was published by Indigo Dreams in 2016, and a full collection, <i id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7772\"> We Are All Lucky<\/i>, is due out from the same press in 2018. Ben blogs at <\/span> <a id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7773\" href=\"https:\/\/benbanyard.wordpress.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-saferedirecturl=\"https:\/\/www.google.com\/url?hl=en&amp;q=https:\/\/benbanyard.wordpress.com\/&amp;source=gmail&amp;ust=1513954877281000&amp;usg=AFQjCNFZdU7qU9MWMOGcJ517Y9NkF-K1Ng\"><span id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7774\">https:\/\/benbanyard.wordpress.<wbr \/>com<\/span><\/a><span id=\"m_-3201077564750339040yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1507889195069_7775\">.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; How you\u2019ll describe me to your grandchildren I like to make you laugh, but worry that\u2019s not the substance fathers are made of. Tell them I was funny, then, if you like, but don\u2019t be afraid to say that I shouted sometimes. Remember that the times you said I was being mean, I was [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15442","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15442","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15442"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15442\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":15443,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15442\/revisions\/15443"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15442"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15442"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15442"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}