{"id":13739,"date":"2017-07-06T08:00:26","date_gmt":"2017-07-06T08:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=13739"},"modified":"2017-04-17T11:23:07","modified_gmt":"2017-04-17T11:23:07","slug":"ingrid-hanson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/ingrid-hanson\/","title":{"rendered":"Ingrid Hanson"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Because you too have lost the one you loved<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>You\u2019ve grown a beard since last we met in the underpass,<br \/>\nJohn: an unruly grief-beard, ragged with rage.<\/p>\n<p>It looks to me like a sign. Washed and neatly skirted as I am,<br \/>\nI long for it to be mine. It might just as well be mine,<\/p>\n<p>this hirsute howl. Not only that: this hat punched down<br \/>\nin the middle to make a dip for passers-by to fill with coins,<\/p>\n<p>this slow-fingered hand, this coat that gives you the outline<br \/>\nof a living man, these too could just as well be mine.<\/p>\n<p>So when I\u2019ve fumbled forth my money and you\u2019ve roared<br \/>\nand I\u2019ve agreed and you ask me: how do you keep going<\/p>\n<p>after that? I think not of his loping, leaping joy, nor of his stillness<br \/>\nbut of how he listened to your story while I lingered,<\/p>\n<p>how he asked your name and you told him, and we called you by it.<br \/>\nOf how the woman was with you, but she didn\u2019t speak.<\/p>\n<p>For years we were kind with the ease of privilege. Now your beard,<br \/>\nyour hat, the filthy coat in which you\u2019re hunched like a fish<\/p>\n<p>in an inch of water might just as well be mine. You\u2019re kindred<br \/>\nto me now, John. Even your words sound like mine.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span lang=\"EN-US\"><strong>Ingrid Hanson<\/strong> has published work on Victorian literature and politics, peace protest, international debt and death. (She does also laugh, on occasion.) Her poetry has appeared in <i>Antiphon<\/i>. You can find her on Twitter here: @ihhanson.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Because you too have lost the one you loved You\u2019ve grown a beard since last we met in the underpass, John: an unruly grief-beard, ragged with rage. It looks to me like a sign. Washed and neatly skirted as I am, I long for it to be mine. It might just as well be [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13739","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13739"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14251,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13739\/revisions\/14251"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13739"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13739"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13739"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}