{"id":134,"date":"2011-01-16T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2011-01-16T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=134"},"modified":"2011-01-16T11:00:00","modified_gmt":"2011-01-16T11:00:00","slug":"gerry-hayes-experiences-divination","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/gerry-hayes-experiences-divination\/","title":{"rendered":"Gerry Hayes experiences divination"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><font size=\"2\"><span style=\"font-weight: bold; font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">DIVINATION<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Her wings, massive and muscular, spread above me, blocking the sun and leaving me in her shadow.&nbsp; A single feather, once-white and downy, sinks through her shade. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">I trace its fall and it\u2019s gone. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Bearing the weight of the world, she hefts the blade. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">High.&nbsp; Holding.&nbsp; Flashes of cold sun.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">I trace its fall.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Gullet to groin, she splits me. <\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">The steam from my belly warms the chill air. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Organ by organ, each is extracted. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Each appraised. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Each one is studied, flung to the ground and studied again. &nbsp;<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">Every part of me a puzzle to her; a bloody riddle, blueprint in red.&nbsp; Every part reveals some new secret and as a disassembled whole, their story of the future is constructed.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">With nothing else left, at last, she holds the heart.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">\u201cIt doesn\u2019t look good\u201d, she says.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">It joins the rest of my life on the ground as she turns away.<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><span style=\"font-weight: bold; font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\">* Gerry Hayes<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"> mostly sits around all day and drinks tea. Occasionally, he writes stuff and sends it to strangers so they can humiliate him and debase his efforts. Apart from the self-harm to dull the shame of failure, it&#39;s not a bad life. Like I say, there&#39;s tea. Gerry&#39;s blog is <\/span><a style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\" href=\"http:\/\/stareintospace.com\">http:\/\/stareintospace.com<\/a><span style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"> and you can have easily-digestible, bite-sized pieces of him on Twitter at @gerryhayes<\/span><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><br style=\"font-family: Courier New,Courier,mono;\"><\/font><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>DIVINATIONHer wings, massive and muscular, spread above me, blocking the sun and leaving me in her shadow.&nbsp; A single feather, once-white and downy, sinks through her shade. &nbsp;I trace its fall and it\u2019s gone. &nbsp;Bearing the weight of the world, she hefts the blade. &nbsp;High.&nbsp; Holding.&nbsp; Flashes of cold sun.I trace its fall.Gullet to groin, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-134","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=134"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/134\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=134"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=134"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=134"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}