{"id":12581,"date":"2017-03-25T09:00:43","date_gmt":"2017-03-25T09:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=12581"},"modified":"2016-11-09T14:44:22","modified_gmt":"2016-11-09T14:44:22","slug":"12581","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/12581\/","title":{"rendered":"Maddie Godfrey"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>When I Return to London<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>\u00a0<\/strong><br \/>\nIt asks me how long I can hold my breath for<br \/>\nI tell the city, that I invented drowning<br \/>\nThat I knew the ocean when it was only limbs \/ not yet a body<br \/>\nThat could not swallow<br \/>\nOnly spit or spray<\/p>\n<p>I tell London, that I knew the ocean<br \/>\nWay back when<br \/>\nIt was sinking too<br \/>\nBefore the waves and the wildlife<br \/>\nI tell London, that I have seen how wonder looks before others glance its way<br \/>\nHow a universe looks when it is still an atom<br \/>\nHow all humans still sway like windscreen wipers<br \/>\nOn days there is no storm<\/p>\n<p>When I return to London<br \/>\nThe city does not ask where I have been<br \/>\nIt is an abusive lover<br \/>\nI will leave, then come home to<br \/>\nOnly to count each bruise like a new bedtime story<\/p>\n<p>The city asks<br \/>\nIf I have learnt to run in my sleep<br \/>\nI ask it if the ocean sleeps<br \/>\nI do not say, I am the ocean<br \/>\nBut I mean, I am going to make waves<br \/>\nI am going to crash again and again<br \/>\nAnd still thrash like nothing has happened<br \/>\nI am going to bubble over<br \/>\nWhile everyone watches<br \/>\nI am going to scream until the seagulls<br \/>\nArrive to offer assistance<\/p>\n<p>And I will drown in myself<br \/>\nJust like the ocean does each night<br \/>\nBefore the sky resuscitates it,<br \/>\nI will hold my breath<br \/>\nJust to remember how good oxygen tastes<br \/>\nIn desperate lungs<\/p>\n<p>Because one day the ocean will say<br \/>\nThat it knew me when I was only limbs<br \/>\nNot yet a body<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Maddie Godfrey<\/strong> is an Australian-bred poet living in London. She has won poetry slams in Western Australia, London, Oxford and Cambridge. Maddie has performed at the Sydney Opera House, and at a festival held in a graveyard. <a href=\"http:\/\/www.maddiegodfrey.com\/\">www.maddiegodfrey.com<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; When I Return to London \u00a0 It asks me how long I can hold my breath for I tell the city, that I invented drowning That I knew the ocean when it was only limbs \/ not yet a body That could not swallow Only spit or spray I tell London, that [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12581","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12581","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12581"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12581\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12583,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12581\/revisions\/12583"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12581"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12581"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12581"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}