{"id":12262,"date":"2016-12-12T08:00:47","date_gmt":"2016-12-12T08:00:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=12262"},"modified":"2020-12-09T15:06:50","modified_gmt":"2020-12-09T15:06:50","slug":"sue-finch","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/sue-finch\/","title":{"rendered":"Sue Finch"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>The Red Shoes<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Never danced with a boy.<br \/>\nWanted to.<br \/>\nCouldn\u2019t flirt and risk the invitation.<br \/>\nNo rhythm. No chance.<br \/>\nI imagined the red shoes would do the trick.<br \/>\nToo impatient to save (Twelve weeks an eternity to me)<br \/>\nI distracted him; the Saturday boy<br \/>\nwhose hands fumbled for bags,<br \/>\nwhose fingers mishit the keys of the cash register.<br \/>\nHe struggled to fetch the next pair<br \/>\nand the next<br \/>\nas I feigned tightness in the width,<br \/>\na squashed left little toe,<br \/>\na desire for a heel,<br \/>\na want for a bow.<br \/>\nThe scarlet pair hugged my feet.<br \/>\nI felt the urge to stand and jig.<br \/>\nMy stomach flipped, I had to swallow a smile.<br \/>\n\u201cI like these\u2019\u201d I told him, \u201cBut wonder<br \/>\nwould black be more appropriate?\u201d<br \/>\nHe withheld a sigh and readied himself for the ladder.<br \/>\n\u201cTop shelf,\u201d he mumbled as he stood to fetch them.<br \/>\nHalfway up the ladder<br \/>\nI laughed and left.<br \/>\nHad to grip my belly to hold myself together<br \/>\nas the chuckles came and came.<br \/>\nMy feet spent their energy;<br \/>\na jig, a reel, a reel, a jig<br \/>\nI danced smiling at my new beat.<br \/>\nI roared as I polka-ed<br \/>\nmy lungs grabbed for the air.<br \/>\nReeling, reeling,<br \/>\nI could not find the oxygen within my breaths.<\/p>\n<p>The woodcutter smiled to see me;<br \/>\nleaned back to enjoy the one woman show<br \/>\n\u201cNo, no, no!\u201d I panted in horror. \u201cIt\u2019s the shoes!\u201d<br \/>\nHe stepped behind me<br \/>\nresorting to an imitation of my steps to keep time with me.<br \/>\nI wanted to laugh at the big booted feet dancing with me;<br \/>\nCartooning each step;<br \/>\ncaring enough not to step on the hated shoes.<br \/>\nI could only weep.<br \/>\nHe held me.<br \/>\nI trembled the rhythm of my legs.<br \/>\nOffered him one foot, one shoe.<br \/>\nHe gripped,<br \/>\nyet his giant hands could not master the vice-like leather.<br \/>\nHe pushed my shoulders away in horror.<br \/>\nI danced to his axe.<br \/>\nShocked him sick when I struck:<br \/>\nOne foot, two feet.<\/p>\n<p>No feet.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sue Finch<\/strong> is studying for a Creative Writing MA at MMU. Her first published poem appeared in <em>A New Manchester Alphabet<\/em> in 2015. She lives in Flintshire with her wife where she enjoys exploring the countryside and coast.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; The Red Shoes Never danced with a boy. Wanted to. Couldn\u2019t flirt and risk the invitation. No rhythm. No chance. I imagined the red shoes would do the trick. 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