{"id":12016,"date":"2016-10-24T08:00:06","date_gmt":"2016-10-24T08:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=12016"},"modified":"2020-12-09T15:12:32","modified_gmt":"2020-12-09T15:12:32","slug":"sam-parr","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/sam-parr\/","title":{"rendered":"Sam Parr"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Before She Went<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>She rests in music all day long<br \/>\nJazz, Opera, Nationalist folk,<br \/>\n<em>The closest thing to silence I can find here.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><br \/>\nIf she raised her head,<br \/>\nshe would see Tesco, a pub and the steelworks,<br \/>\nthe new Wales,<br \/>\nrolling out like steam,<br \/>\nBut instead she watches the sky<br \/>\nAs an airplane splits it in two.<\/p>\n<p>Her legs become just rumours under the duvet, and<br \/>\nher skin stops fitting,<br \/>\n<em>That\u2019s because it\u2019s mass produced<\/em><br \/>\nshe explains,<br \/>\nIts transparency seeps through into her bones,<br \/>\nAnd when she hoards enough will to<br \/>\nlift her arm<br \/>\nThe moonlight slips through it<br \/>\n&#8211; salt dissolving &#8211;<br \/>\n<em>Where do I end?<\/em><br \/>\nShe whispers<br \/>\nAs the nurse jumps<br \/>\n<em>&#8211; I did not see you there,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>my dear,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>what with all this light.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\nShe peers at my face<br \/>\nBreaking into her vision<br \/>\nand says<br \/>\n\u201cPicasso, Van Gogh, Toft.\u201d<br \/>\n<em>You have grown so much,<\/em><br \/>\nyou say to me,<br \/>\nAs we lay our hands on her<br \/>\nour fingers becoming a roof<br \/>\nkeeping her anchored<br \/>\nfor just a moment longer.<\/p>\n<p>And so she brings us together again,<br \/>\nin dying as in living,<br \/>\nAs she had before the Swansea ocean,<br \/>\nbefore whose great exhales<br \/>\nour young hearts shook to,<br \/>\nuntil we gripped her hand<br \/>\nfingers wrapped around her thumb,<br \/>\nher skin the softest material<br \/>\nI had ever felt,<br \/>\nits constant beat so strong<br \/>\nit was if I held all of her<br \/>\nin the tiny shadow of my palm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sam Parr<\/strong> is an English with Creative Writing Graduate from the University of Birmingham. He is currently an intern at Birmingham Children&#8217;s Hospital, and writes in the breathing space before work in the morning<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; Before She Went She rests in music all day long Jazz, Opera, Nationalist folk, The closest thing to silence I can find here.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 If she raised her head, she would see Tesco, a pub and the steelworks, the new Wales, rolling out like steam, But instead she watches the sky As an [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[135,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12016","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2016-poetry-picks","category-prose-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12016","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12016"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12016\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12017,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12016\/revisions\/12017"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12016"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12016"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12016"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}