{"id":11832,"date":"2016-09-20T08:00:23","date_gmt":"2016-09-20T08:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=11832"},"modified":"2016-08-08T13:13:55","modified_gmt":"2016-08-08T13:13:55","slug":"sarah-wedderburn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/sarah-wedderburn\/","title":{"rendered":"Sarah Wedderburn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>PECHA-KUCHA-BOY<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>1<br \/>\nThe computer I was using got<br \/>\nlocked in the art room.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s not here.<br \/>\nBut I am.<br \/>\nI\u2019m Max. Year 10.<br \/>\nI\u2019ve got a list, but<br \/>\nno PowerPoint.<br \/>\nSorry.<br \/>\nOh \u2013 and the first slide had writing on it.<br \/>\nIt said<br \/>\nINTRODUCTION.<\/p>\n<p>2<br \/>\nDOG<br \/>\nOK, so I took a picture of my dog.<br \/>\nI really love my dog,<br \/>\nand anyone can talk about dogs,<br \/>\nbut it\u2019s hard talking about love, and<br \/>\nI was wondering<br \/>\nwhat I felt about<br \/>\nthat.<\/p>\n<p>3<br \/>\nME<br \/>\nThis was me, squinty,<br \/>\nlooking into the sun, and it was saying<br \/>\nthis is insane,<br \/>\nthis time of being alive,<br \/>\nthis being the son \u2013 not the sun,<br \/>\nbut you know, the child \u2013<br \/>\nof people \u2013 think about it \u2013<br \/>\nhere on planet earth.<\/p>\n<p>4<br \/>\nBIRD<br \/>\nI mean, think about birds.<br \/>\nThink about feathers.<br \/>\nAnd eggs.<br \/>\nThat\u2019s crazy.<br \/>\nThis was a sparrow,<br \/>\non the wire,<br \/>\nand then it flew. Flew.<br \/>\nWhat is that?<br \/>\nI took it from my window.<\/p>\n<p>5<br \/>\nMY ROOM<br \/>\nAnd that was my window.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s got creeper round it.<br \/>\nDad took it from outside, downstairs.<br \/>\nIt was looking up and the frame is white,<br \/>\nand the crossbars on the sash are white.<br \/>\nThe glass shows darkness in the room.<br \/>\nI\u2019m inside. I never want to get up.<\/p>\n<p>6<br \/>\nSOUP<br \/>\nMum made soup.<br \/>\nIt wasn\u2019t much to look at but<br \/>\nit smelled so good<br \/>\nI took a picture.<br \/>\nI can\u2019t explain love,<br \/>\nI can only tell you how I feel,<br \/>\nsometimes.<br \/>\n7<br \/>\nSOUP BOWL<br \/>\nThat was after I ate the soup.<br \/>\nNone left. So Mum says,<br \/>\nnever mind,<br \/>\nI\u2019ll make some more another day.<br \/>\nAnd she did.<br \/>\nIt wasn\u2019t the same soup, but it was all right.<\/p>\n<p>8<br \/>\nDISCHCLOTH<br \/>\nIt fell off the washing line<br \/>\nand made the shape of Africa.<br \/>\nRandom.<\/p>\n<p>9<br \/>\nROSES<br \/>\nOh yeah, this slide was meant to say<br \/>\nfuck that. This is not about love.<br \/>\nThis is Clinton\u2019s card shop love.<br \/>\nI got it off the internet.<br \/>\nSo fuck that.<\/p>\n<p>10<br \/>\nBUTTONS<br \/>\nI got these brass buttons<br \/>\noff my uncle who was in the army.<br \/>\nI keep them in a box.<br \/>\nWhen he saw them he said,<br \/>\n\u2018Oh, I forgot I gave you those;<br \/>\ngood lad.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>11<br \/>\nGIRL<br \/>\nThere was this girl on the pier.<br \/>\nShe smiled and I think<br \/>\nit was at me. I thought,<br \/>\ndon\u2019t go there, but I do.<br \/>\nI think about her.<br \/>\nAnd I look at this picture.<\/p>\n<p>12<br \/>\nMUM AND DAD<br \/>\nHow you can you understand<br \/>\nwhat\u2019s so close to you?<br \/>\nWhat are they?<br \/>\nThey\u2019re just mum and dad.<br \/>\nThey\u2019re a mystery.<\/p>\n<p>13<br \/>\nBIRTHDAY<br \/>\nThis was of my party when I was twelve.<br \/>\nI\u2019m not there. I\u2019m out in the garage<br \/>\ngazing at my bike,<br \/>\nstill shiny, still smelling of Halfords.<\/p>\n<p>14<br \/>\nBLANK<br \/>\nI did one of nothing.<br \/>\nBecause nothing is everything<br \/>\nand everything is nothing.<br \/>\nThat\u2019s why you have to be kind.<\/p>\n<p>15<br \/>\nMY BROTHER<br \/>\nHe was kind.<br \/>\nHe was older than me.<br \/>\nHe let me crawl<br \/>\nthrough the hedge with him<br \/>\nbut he went through first so I wouldn\u2019t<br \/>\nhurt myself.<\/p>\n<p>16<br \/>\nSUNFLOWERS<br \/>\nI love this picture.<br \/>\nI love the idea that<br \/>\nsomeone so unhappy<br \/>\nmade something so beautiful.<\/p>\n<p>17<br \/>\nMY HAND<br \/>\nHave you ever really<br \/>\nlooked at yourself?<br \/>\nThe best is<br \/>\nlooking at your hands, or feet.<br \/>\nYou can get some distance on them.<\/p>\n<p>18<br \/>\nSKY<br \/>\nI wish you could see this.<br \/>\nIt was a great picture.<br \/>\nBlue sky. Little clouds.<br \/>\nA windy day, morning,<br \/>\nand I lay on the grass<br \/>\nand thought a bit, staring up and out and into forever.<\/p>\n<p>19<br \/>\nSEA<br \/>\nI took this one just before<br \/>\nI saw that girl.<br \/>\nIt\u2019s the horizon and it\u2019s straight<br \/>\nand clear. It\u2019s different<br \/>\nfrom things that don\u2019t make sense.<\/p>\n<p>20<br \/>\nROAD<br \/>\nIt was a just a road, really.<br \/>\nI do remember him,<br \/>\nbut getting that feeling \u2013<br \/>\nyou know that feeling?<br \/>\nof what he was like \u2013<br \/>\nit\u2019s harder now.<br \/>\nThat\u2019s it, then.<br \/>\nSorry I didn\u2019t have time to say very much<br \/>\nabout love.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Sarah Wedderburn<\/strong>&#8216;s poems have appeared in <em>The Oxford Magazine<\/em> and <em>Oxford Poetry,<\/em> and online in <em>Poems In Which <\/em>and<em> The Stare\u2019s Nest.<\/em> She was a finalist in the poetry contest of the American online journal Narrative Magazine in 2011 and was shortlisted for the Bridport Prize in 2013. She is a long term member of Roddy Lumsden\u2019s Wednesday group. Find her work at <a href=\"https:\/\/riverinvisible.wordpress.com\/\">riverinvisible.wordpress.com <\/a>and <a href=\"http:\/\/lostforwordsbutlooking.tumblr.com\/\">Lost for words.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; PECHA-KUCHA-BOY 1 The computer I was using got locked in the art room. It\u2019s not here. But I am. I\u2019m Max. Year 10. I\u2019ve got a list, but no PowerPoint. Sorry. Oh \u2013 and the first slide had writing on it. 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