{"id":10924,"date":"2016-05-28T08:00:24","date_gmt":"2016-05-28T08:00:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ink.verticalplus.co.uk\/archive\/?p=10924"},"modified":"2016-04-25T18:36:30","modified_gmt":"2016-04-25T18:36:30","slug":"mark-russell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/inksweatandtears.co.uk\/archive\/mark-russell\/","title":{"rendered":"Mark Russell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Love Often Bares its Teeth<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I am waiting for the number 44 bus,<br \/>\nit is raining and my bag is full of books<br \/>\nI have become less than keen to read;<br \/>\nthey weigh me down, prod and bump<br \/>\nas if I carry a badly-concealed family<br \/>\nof cats. And not for the first time.<\/p>\n<p>When I board I notice you are the driver\u2014<br \/>\nI don\u2019t know whether to make some remark,<br \/>\ndon\u2019t want to belittle your new occupation,<br \/>\ncan\u2019t decide if I should comment on how well<br \/>\nyou fill the uniform, if this might be<br \/>\ninappropriate. And not for the first time.<\/p>\n<p>I pay my fare, give you a tip<br \/>\nbecause I don\u2019t have the right change,<br \/>\nsit in my favourite seat, enjoy the sting<br \/>\nand blind of oncoming traffic, see your face<br \/>\non the front page of the Metro<br \/>\nwith the story of your dimples. And, damn it,<\/p>\n<p>the elderly man sitting by the window,<br \/>\nwho swats the rain as it hits the glass,<br \/>\ngrowls curses or compliments\u2014<br \/>\nit\u2019s difficult to tell them apart, especially at night\u2014<br \/>\nis also you. Your unshaven face is no disguise,<br \/>\nnor the smell of piss and chips, lager<\/p>\n<p>and Hilary Duff\u2019s \u2018With Love\u2019. Strangely,<br \/>\nyou are also changing a flat tyre<br \/>\noutside the Spar by the school. I recognise<br \/>\nyour scarf, the angle at which you hold your head.<br \/>\nThat coat will have to go to the dry cleaners,<br \/>\nwith the soiled hanky you use on the jack.<\/p>\n<p>On the top deck a fight erupts. I hear your voice,<br \/>\nits gentle pace, the peacemaker\u2019s tone,<br \/>\nand all goes quiet, the tempest quelled.<br \/>\nAs I get off in Sauchiehall Street, you<br \/>\nget on with a surfboard, talking on your mobile<br \/>\nto your mother in New Zealand, whom you love,<\/p>\n<p>and who loves you, of course, that\u2019s what mothers do,<br \/>\nand I swear you see me, nod, pay your fare,<br \/>\ngo upstairs out of sight. The doors close.<br \/>\nAs the bus pulls away water drips from my hair<br \/>\ndown my back, inside my trousers. Even the rain<br \/>\nis you, breathing, beckoning, open mouthed.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0Mark Russell<\/strong> has published <em>Saturday Morning Pictures<\/em> (Red Ceilings), and P<em>ursued by Well-being<\/em> (tall-lighthouse). His poetry has appeared most recently in<em> The Rialto, The Interpreter\u2019s House,<\/em> and<em> Bare Fiction<\/em>.<a href=\"https:\/\/markrussellat.wordpress.com\/\" target=\"_blank\"> https:\/\/markrussellat.wordpress.com<br \/>\n<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Note: \u2018Love Often Bares its Teeth\u2019 was first published in the pamphlet <em>Pursued by Well-being<\/em> (tall-lighthouse).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; Love Often Bares its Teeth I am waiting for the number 44 bus, it is raining and my bag is full of books I have become less than keen to read; they weigh me down, prod and bump as if I carry a badly-concealed family of cats. And not for the first time. 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